he feels almost as if there’s someone there, just reaching for his cheek only to fall short. the lord holds his breath, fingers tightening on the reigns as his horse shifts uncomfortably. there’s something off about all of this, there’s something that’s different and he wants to know exactly what it is. however, he hears it again. a voice. a sweet voice that he had not heard in many moons. back stiff, ned pulls at the reigns, his horse shifting in a circle as he looks about. it wasn’t until he went full circle that he finally saw something. his face paled, eyes wide.
“– – – gods be good.”
grin curls, near too large to go contained ;; nonexistent heartstutters( youth no longer flesh&&bone, unable to experience touch of outside stimulus in such manner yet she knows knew her body, the way it would react. t'is naught but mental now, ghostly as she is. )&& she almost weeps in sheer joy ❛ ned!! ❜ (does this count as rebirth? )
❛ thank the gods !! i’ve been talking to you since dorne, i’ll have you know. CALLING YOU. (very poor form to keep your sister waiting. ) i felt like a child back when brandon would ignore me&& i’d think i was invisible … however, in this case, i was. all the same, it’s about time!! ❜
Trials throughout years ‘pon underneath his boots, weighted upon his shoulders. E’er would it return to Aerys, to eve of reckoning, when crimson stained shining steel - as innocents were put to slaughter, while his eyes were turned. Too young, Barristan the Bold had believed he, when the Lannister’s heir had been raised to Kingsguard ; too young - a boy yet at that time, truly, and only he brave enough to do as needed doing.
That boy had desired naught more than to lay akin to Arthur Dayne, if not greater - yet his honor sullied, tainted - Kingslayer then, no more in the eyes of others throughout those years. His maiming too, took it’s toll ; faint silver visible throughout golden mane. A pale thing, pale shadow of former self - within ivory he garbed himself, and claimed vigil within vast halls of the Red Keep.
A voice interrupted silence.
Long unheard, yet recognized - familiar in own way, though impossible, utterly impossible. For long ago, death had claimed it’s source, she of whom uttered such tones.
A turn upon feet, agile yet - and eyes widened, as own sanity he lead to question.
❛ You can’t be here. ❜
for brief momentsurprise gains allowance to seep through dead veins ‘fore mien twists ;; disappointment shines in all it’s exaggerated glory && death has not lessened characteristic expressions oft near too large for containment within visage. incorporeal form shifts, tilts 'till she’s right side up &&eye level, faded, bare toes devoid of contact with flooring below &&head shakes, hidden tongue clucking in disapproval as hands come to rest 'pon hips, slender digits just shy of blood decorating.
❛ that is not very original. i’m disappointed … i expected a lot more of you … rather, i would have, had i known you’d be capable of seeing me. ❜
rounds of shoulders droop, sound of huff works through nose yet no true exhalation goes given ( lungs no longer shift 'round air though notice is hardly taken ;; without burn nestled within emptied chest cavity, speech able to continue days, years, undisturbed should desire go forged. ) eyes rake, naught butcuriosityheld within colorless gaze 'till ;; t'is heady lack of surprise of that which goes observed ;; tall && strong && such a pretty, pretty blonde, linking bridgeunneeded to see resemblance, to see teenager of years past yet almost, she wishes she didn’t. ( lack of quips, quick thinking, memories of youth leave her wanting. )
&& again legs lift, cross 'neath shield of sullied skirt ;; every move made, every inch separating insubstantial form from that around her calculated for living eyes, a silent answer to statement made. ( ’ no, but i am ;; i’m here && isn’t that just grand ?? ’ reach for contact would go made yet she knows nothing would come of it save gentle chill as pallid digits disappeared through wrist, chest, tip of nose. )
❛ is that all you’ve to say to me? no greeting after … all these years? time blends for me, unfortunately ;; how long have i been dead? ❜ &&here is grin arriving on tail spin, as brilliant as it had been in life, all flashing teeth&&apples of cheeks just shy of gaining sweet dimples. ❛ &&have you missed me greatly ?? ❜
the trail continued on, ned sitting atop of his horse as they trotted along. he was growing tired, annoyed with having ridden so long and bringing nothing back. for once, he was alone, telling the rest of his party to ride ahead because ned knew he was taking a while. he could see the walls of winterfell rising higher with each step they were taking. soon he would be walking within the wolfswood gate. however, he heard someone say his name, his back straightening right away, fingers tightening on the reigns, seeing no one in his surroundings. pulling his horse to a stop, a hand went to the sword resting on his hip.
“who’s there?”
surprise mars visage&& she shifts, a blink of an eye&& she’s elsewhere, hovering o'er equine head mere inches from brothers face ( once, long ago, she had been told of how animals were sensitive to that which could not be seen&&, here she attempts to take care, lithe form only half materialized as she peers in pure adolescent hope undiminished by deathly status. ) singular carmine hand lifts, stops just short of proper contact with his cheek as head cants, matching ends swaying free && she hopes. oh!!she hopes yet potentially hearing is not the same as potentially seeing. (she knows from experience. )
&& she comes into existence midair, upside down ;; long hair && white gown trailing ( red tips && soaked fabric, very vision of TRAGEDY past ) ;; knees draw to chest, little care for propriety, flashes of insubstantial flesh as faded gaze lands ‘pon golden figure, ever the unexpected presence && for a moment, SPECTER IS SILENT, watching from behind 'fore voice slips ( there is notable lack of rust caused by disuse ;; still she speaks in DEATH&&often, GHOSTLY vocables falling 'pon deaf ears more oft than not, unanswered conversation starters continual reminder of status. here voice is, still as sweet, still as strong 'neath flowery tonality of adolescence lost. )
habit of hers it has become, trailing after members of family as if UNKNOWN PRESENCE would work as apology for that done wrong in life ( she’s watched infants && training &&silently echoed statements ;; tears&&LAUGHTER, anger&&northern hubris for those she no longer knows, those she never did )&& she speaks, near constant stream of chatter, plays impossible pranks, screams screams screams for brothers to finally take notice && she figures this is PUNISHMENT ;; forced to remain here, mere sliver of glory entertained in life yet so tiresome it is to be surrounded by those without notice.
❛ NED !! Come on !! I know you can hear me !! Augh, I swear I shall spook your horse … ❜
i am not your apocalypse, i am not your salvation, my body is a kingdom meant only for a queen. i will take your crown, i will shape your stars, my life might not be my own but yours ?? i will make it so!! immortality is an escape, absolution from revolution, blessed by dying breaths of kings who lived too long. you called me an angel, blessed me with candle-bright lies. i will make angels fall, i will burn your kingdom down. immortality belongs to the dead, so bury me with my crown.
IN HER VEINS !!
i am not, nor do i claim to either be or be affiliated with hailee steinfeld or any of my face claims or have any connection to asoiaf. all writing here is my own, however, && my portrayal is based off of my own headcanons && beliefs formed upon watching the movie. i ask you to not take anything used here for yourself, with the exception of utilizing headcanons in our threads, without my permission.
ONE. for the child of the north ( ’ princess princess princess ’ they call though royal title she does not possess ) ;; reveler in all she can && though she is small she it mighty, a girl with the eyes of a wolf, quick to smile, to laugh, to cry when brothers leave her behind. she who buries herself in stories&&song&&wide open air ;; wild child, she wolf, maiden betrothed with laurel within locks &&splinters within flesh of palms, mud ‘pon thick finery of skirts as winter roses grow to rot besides bed. follows lyanna from childhood through to her death at the tower of joy && beyond. face claims include bailee madison, hailee steinfeld, samantha barks, gemma arterton && olga kurylenko. >arc one. arc two. arc three. arc four. arc five. alt arc five a.alt arc five b.
TWO. for the girl with blue blood, royal blood ;; descended of kings&&queens&& when dragons came to burn it all, loyalty went pledged&&titles kept. royale of winter in name && degree, she who bares teeth&&rides withnaughta care beyond all that father rules over. face claims include sarah bolger. an au verse where the starks kept their royal title after the targaryens came. there is no betrothal to robert && while she is a princess, there is no betrothal to rhaegar either though it is capable of being put into play if so desired.arc onearc two.
THREE. for the girl with bruised knuckles&& more of daddies money than his accountants ;; silver plated&&rosy cheeked, money is of no consequence to those among nations finest&& while you must look close, designer labels are in her blood. for the girl who is meant to go far&& falls to statistics ;; yet another teenage, unwedmother( ’ HOMEWRECKER ’ headlines will one day scream) bullies beware, thou shalt go destroyed for she is called feral by those on wrong end of kicks, of punches, the occasional snap ( !! ) of ivory teeth ;; labeled wild&&uncouth by those knocked down&& oh so many have lost their pride, shattered shards about her feet like victims felled to massacre of righteous anger&& she stands ‘pon them like crowned queen. modern verse following lyanna through childhood through adulthood. trigger warnings include underage sex, teen pregnancy. face claims include bailee madison, hailee steinfeld, samantha barks, olga kurylenko && gemma arterton. arc onearc twoarc two. arc threearc three. arc four.
FOUR. she who counts her years in bloodied teeth, tells time with pinched wallets ;; just as likely to smile ( all pretty&&sweet) as she is to steal all that you have, put a bullet somewhere only doctors can retrieve. for the girl among thieves&&murderers, crooked&&corrupt, those with no honor save any by the name of ’ STARK ' && even that goes measured by a hangmans noose. an modern au crime verse. face claims include bailee madison, hailee steinfeld, samantha barks, olga kurylenko && gemma arterton. arc one.arc two.arc three.
FIVE. a closed verse with aroseofyork where mary plataganet finds herself in winterfell. lord stark gains a ward && lyanna a sister. faceclaim in play is nina dobreva.
SIX.. a CATCH ALL verse tagged in addition to any of the above when i feel like using another face claim as opposed to my mains. face claims include odeya rush, antonia vasylchenko, india eisley, eva green, nicola peltz && jenny boyd.
ABOUT !!
Mun Name → Jailin Mun Age → 22 Other Accounts → [x][x][x][x] Skype → ophellias Telegram → xsolix
Hello there ( !! ) My name is Jailin, 22 years old, she/her pronouns, living in san diego california. I attend school currently, though I probably classify more as a part time student. I'm currently in my final year of studying for my diploma at adult school && after that I hope to enter art school. In my spare time I enjoy reading, writing, pretty much anything art related ( drawing, sculpting, pottery, painting, working on photoshop, wire work etc etc. ) I enjoy the crap out of miyazaki && tim burton && they are my idols, my dream being to work with the latter for a living. I have a dirty mouth & a habit of calling others pet names && if you don't like that, please don't hesitate to let me know ( !! ) On top of a skype, i also have a line && a kik &&if you'd like one just shoot me a message && i'll hand them over. Do not hesitate to add me on any of these, all I request is that you let me know who you are. c:
This is an account for lyanna stark of asoiaf as you can probably tell. I follow the books story line despite her being dead by the time these events happen && pay little to zero attention to what happens on the show for I've since stopped watching it. It is possible for this account to be NSFW in regards her story line ( character death, underage sex && pregnancy ) && the nature of the series, meaning the typical fare ( injury, weaponry, death, etc ). I do not believe she was raped in the twoer of joy, however, depending on the story line played out, there might be possible illusions given what I believe her mental state was by the time rhaegar left to fight. The rumored ' kidnapping ' is another thing i do not believe to have happened the way most people state when they dispute it ;; i believe she went willing, though not fully comprehending, && eventually wanted to go home by the time word of the demise of rickard && brandon reached her ears, however, as we know, she was still in the tower when she died, guarded from retrieval despite this && as such I will play it out as a sort of captivity at the end.
Everything will be tagged for the comfort of others using the system of [ trigger ] tw. if there is something you would like to be tagged for your comfort, please do not hesitate to let me know; I’ll tag it && any similar posts in the future in a heartbeat. a safe dash is a healthy dash.
Icons used on this acount are all cropped && colored by myself using screencaps or are created from bases && are not to be taken without my permission. any themes && promotions && any other character graphics found on my page were edited by myself unless otherwise stated.
little girl of the wolf ;; one day someone will wish to possess you { r u n!! } do not allow their words to sway you ;; ( they will kill you. )
it flows through her veins with such startling clarity && dictates her every movement ;; a wolf in a cage is worth everything && she is nothing if not ETERNALLY free 'til cloak of stag is placed 'round curve && her life is expected to swerve.
&& she would much rather be seen as TALENTED than simply BEAUTIFUL for beauty can always fade &&she refuses to disappear with age. she seeks to ride && life yet fate is cruel in giving her breasts && future fitting for never is life to be own.
she is dirty&&damaged yet crowned in slight of princess, wife, mother && all 'round smiles died as BEAUTIFUL PRINCE chose her above all && if she had any sense she would have run but sense comes in spurts && goes lost in the MOMENT.
it takes the form of SPURNED WIFE && arms 'round her waist as hoofs pound ground && traverse yawning distance ;; it is ANGERED men &&crying women, melted metal && burnt flesh. marks of strangulation 'round northern neck && the taste of WAR.
it takes the form of SPURNED WIFE && arms 'round her waist as hoofs pound ground && traverse yawning distance ;; it is ANGERED men &&crying women, melted metal && burnt flesh. marks of strangulation 'round northern neck && the taste of WAR.
ALONE in unfamiliar place with unfamiliar men as belly swells&&apologies go unheard 'til WAR is echoing rounded walls && she SCREAMS not for brother to be her SAVIOR but t'is far too late as white turns red red redder && heart begins to stumble.
NAME ;; Lyanna Stark ALIAS ( ES ) ;; Lya, She wolf, Wolf Maid NATIONALITY ;; Westerosi PLACE OF BIRTH ;; Winterfell
BUILD ;; slight & slender & a core of iron EYE COLOR ;; Stark grey HAIR COLOR ;; brunette DISTINGUISHING MARKS ;; perpetual skinned knees, hands baring tales of makeshift swords & a handful of scars born of rough play alone or with siblings.
HOUSE ;; House Stark of Winterfell RELIGION ;; the Old Gods STATUS ;; Nobility with royal blood ASSOCIATIONS ;; blue winter roses, snow, (dire)wolves , bravery, loyalty, torn dresses & bloody fingers, the smell of frost, flowers & wood.
DIVERGENT.
marlene almost died that night in 1981 but by some miracle she managed to pull through. she was admitted to st. mungos under a different name && those who attended her &&knew her previously were sworn to secrecy under threat of memory charm. it took her several months to be able to move freely enough to be discharged. her time in the hospital was largely lonely, the numbers who knew she was alive were few &&far between by own request && there was still a war outside leaving visitation to become a hard thing to achieve. those who visited && were in the know were, like her healers, were sworn to secrecy by own will.
after being released, she knew she could not return to her home village in scotland, nor could she return to her flat in hamstead. instead she relocated to bourton-on-the-water under a new name ;; amara bellerose. marlene mckinnon was dead && so was her history so she became a half blood who had attended hogwarts a year earlier && had been sorted into hufflepuff. unable to touch her own funds, she had money all but forced upon her but pride kept her from accepting anything more than was needed to keep her out of the gutter.
she managed to find a job rather quickly as a barmaid at a wizarding tavern that didn't look too closely && in the years that followed she became the manager && then came to own the establishment. her choice in residence && work was rewarding, due to the original owners lack of care, many casual meets of death eaters would take place in the darkened corners. it took a few years for marlene to be confident enough to traverse close enough to serve without giving her true identity away, but even at the bar was she able to hear their whispers. even dead she could be of use to the cause if only for a little while before the close.
after the war ended, marlene remained, living her life in secrecy because there was next to no one left to return to ;; the majority of the order had been killed in action && of those who survived, they largely went back to their own lives && marlene couldn't bare to force her way back into their lives. she made a home in bourton-on-the-water, made herself a presence if only slightly && her attempt, && somewhat success, to build a new life was fortunate for it started all over again.
she continued what she had started in the first war, listening in && it was easier this time. years had passed && no one thought to look for the face of a dead twenty year old witch in a thirty something year old. she flirted && complemented though her disgust && passed on all she knew to dumbledore && mcgonagall, intel once more. she would venture her old haunts again, chance meetings with other order members, but rarely those who didn't know the secrecy surrounding her. for all most knew, she was just a faceless, nameless member until voldemorts final stand.
PERMISSIONS !!
PHYSICAL CONTACT. Lyanna is used to physical contact, both giving & receiving & if she’s comfortable with you, you can bet she’ll touch you in some way. The more she likes you, the more intimate her touches will become, however, if you are not one she considers family ( blood related or no ) most of her initiated contact will be somewhat distant until she reaches a point where she is fond enough of your character that it shows.
INJURE. come at me, dude. i’m all for it. Lyanna dies canonically & she can be quite reckless; I’m willing to bet she has a couple of scars hidden beneath her skirts from sword fighting with Benjen or horse riding or even climbing trees to watch her brothers come & go or hide from her Septa & her Lord Father. Injuring it no problem for me, incidental or not; however you can be sure that if you set out to injure her, she will fight back. She has not gained the title ‘she-wolf’ at such a young age without reason. However, she is a highborn lady && a sister to wolves at that ;; it would be a dangerous thing to injure her by intent for it will not slide.
GUIDELINES !!
INTERACTION. I’m all for it all the time. In character, out of character, always feel free to hit me up. Talk to me if there is something you want to see or something you need ( tags, clarification, etc ) or if you just want to chat. Answer my opens, point me in the direction of one of yours, tag me in things (feel free to do so without talking to me if you’d like. Surprise things are fun for the whole group. ) Multiple threads are fun as well, if you’d like to do more than one thing at any given time.
REPLIES. Please do not pester me about them if I don’t get to them right away or if I’m replying to other threads before I get to yours. If I’m not happy with a reply then I won’t post it until I am, or sometimes I just don’t have the muse for that particular thread. I will get to it, I promise. However if it’s been a week or so, you can hop into my ask and poke me about them if you’re concerned and I’ll let you know the status or sometimes tumblr’s a butt and doesn’t show things and you’re actually helping me. Matching your length to mine is not important, do not feel as if it’s a requirement; just do what you’re happy with.
FOLLOW BACKS. follow backs can be sporadic, coming either right away, after a period of time or simply never coming && for that I apologize but it’s in order to keep my dash full of people I can see myself interacting with character wise && post wise. I am selective with who I follow as well as with who I thread with. Of course, if you wish to continue to follow, please do go ahead ;; however I am not looking for a number nor am I looking to be one. If I have yet to follow you, or you would really like me to so we can do things ;; the easiest way is to interact with me. respond to opens, to new follower posts, send me things ——- let me know that you are interested && I will see what I can do.
RELATIONSHIPS. my ships for vary, mostly due to reading fanfiction, not gonna lie. they include, but are not limited to ;; lyanna x howland, lyanna x arthur dayne && lyanna x brandon. personally, I do not ship lyanna x rhaegar or lyanna x robert though i am more than willing to play them out as they are important to the character. what is really important is chemistry between the characters. Just because you ship something, or I ship something, or we ship something together does not mean that our characters will mesh that way; please bear that in mind. I like when things progress naturally ( i.e not forced. ) I will never force a ship on you and I would hope you would afford me the same courtesy. i do not see a ship meme as forcing a ship.
SMUT. I am open to smut ;; mun is 20+, however lyannas main time frame is 14 - 15 before she disappears with rhaegar meaning tread with caution in that particular area. However, the question should not be if I am willing to smut ;; it should be if I am willing to smut with you. If I am not comfortable with you, there will be no sexy times, I apologize. We do not have to be best friends, but there needs to be some sort of connection between us.
EXCLUSIVE. I am open to exclusives && mains with the sole stipulation being that we've threaded before or, at the very least, worked through character things ooc. if I am mutuals with a soley exclusive blog, I will adhere to their preference. if you wish to be exclusive, please feel free to hmu.